I realise I’ve fallen in to a routine which goes something like this:
Be busy and don’t blog
Find a little time and reminisce
Indulge heavily in memories of past relationships
Blog about them
And rinse and repeat
So I need to break the cycle.
I’m still in the same relationship. Just. By the skin of my teeth
We’ve had a couple of nearly moments, where we nearly split up.
I’ve been a bit of an idiot, a couple of times. I haven’t ‘done’ anything. I’ve just been idiotic.
She’s been over-reacting.
And we had a couple of nearly times.
Very little really.
Oh yes. I changed jobs.
My last job was killing me (actually killing me) and since I’ve changed, five months ago, I’m sleeping at night, I’m more relaxed, I’m more in tune with ‘me’, and I’m very happy.
I think that’s it really.
She’s still gorgeous-looking but prickly at times.
She’s lost a massive amount of weight (just over a stone!).
She doesn’t trust me (in terms of faithfulness only). Which is ridiculous because I have been scrupulously faithful.
And that’s really it really.
Stick around. I’ll try to be more frequent.